Just read this last night. Life – dream = Job. Itu tulisan
sahabat gw Citra yang dia publish ke blognya. Hmm jadi keinget sama diri gw
sendiri jadinya xDD hahaha. I’m a dreamer.. so I always dream big.. or maybe
too big. That’s the comment that I left for her in her blog’s comment box. Kalo
ngomong soal mimpi, mungkin bisa dibilang gw memang punya banyak mimpi dan gw
biasa bermimpi. Gw bisa mimpi soal hal-hal kecil sampai hal-hal paling besar
sekalipun. Dari yang wajar, sampai yang aneh-aneh ada semua di kepala gw. Dan
biasanya dari satu mimpi, bisa numbuh cabang ke mimpi-mimpi yang lain. Karena
keadaan atau mungkin sebagian yang lain karena halangan dari diri gw sendiri,
mimpi-mimpi itu biasanya ga terwujud. Contoh kecilnya aja, dari dulu gw
sebenernya pengen banget punya anjing. Tapi dari dulu juga nyokap ga pernah
kasih izin buat pelihara anjing. Nah, karena gw pesimis yang satu itu akan
terwujud, gw akhirnya mikir.. mungkin nanti gw bisa wujudin mimpi yang ini kalo
nanti gw punya rumah sendiri. You can say by my own, you can say married,
pokoknya rumah sendiri. Dari sini gw bermimpi lagi, mungkin seru kali ya.. kalo
gw bikin kamar sendiri buat anjing gw, lengkap dengan segala kebutuhan dia xD
hahaha.. yah jadi begitulah,bagaimana mimpi kecil gw bisa tumbuh jadi mimpi
yang besar. Dari yang wajar sampe yang paling aneh sekalipun xD hehehe..

Tapi memang, begitu impian itu jadi kenyataan, senangnya ga
karuan deh xD setelah baca tulisan temen gw di blognya tadi, gw jadi keinget
sama mimpi gw dua tahun yang lalu. Buat hal ini gw akan berterima kasih sama
L’Arc en Ciel seumur hidup gw, karena tanpa jatuh cinta sama “Hitomi no
Jyuunin”, gw ga akan pernah mimpi untuk jadi vokalis band Japanese Rock xD
hahaha (dan tentunya gw ga akan ketemu band paling keren bernama GazettE dan
vocalist hebat bernama Ruki…alah..sempet2nya fangirling). Yup, sejak bayi
kuping gw udah dijejalin macem-macem musik. Waktu umur 4 tahun gw udah suka
banget nyanyi. Dan waktu kelas 6 SD gw mutusin gw ingin jadi performer. To
sing, that is. Sejak kecil impian gw memang selalu berhubungan dengan musik.
Jadi kalo ngomong soal Job, basically gw ga tau harus ke mana kalo bukan ke
panggung xD hahaha. Tapi karena kepribadian gw juga, kadang jadi susah banget untuk
wujudin sesuatu yang gw pengen. Waktu punya keinginan untuk punya band jepang
aja, gw sempet bergeming dan ga ngelakuin apa-apa untuk wujudin mimpi itu.
Salah satu penahannya adalah sifat gw yang pemalu banget.. it’s just so hard
for me to approach people I don’t know and start talking to them first. Untungnya
walaupun temen gw ga banyak, tapi gw punya beberapa sahabat yang baik banget.
Salah satunya adalah Citra, yang nulis ‘Life – dream = job’ itu. Dia ngga
pernah capek nyemangatin gw walaupun kadang gw susah didorong, dan percaya sama
kemampuan gw saat gw ga percaya sama diri gw sendiri. Atas nasihatnya dia juga,
akhirnya one day gw beraniin diri nulis application untuk gw kirim ke sebanyak
mungkin penggemar L’Arc en Ciel yang bisa main alat musik. It didn’t get easy
from there, karena setelah berminggu-minggu pun, cuma ada segelintir dari
sekian banyak yang reply ke gw. itu pun ga ada yang bener2 serius. Setelah lama
banget, sampe-sampe gw sendiri lupa pernah nulis application, baru ada satu
(dan hanya satu xD) yang reply serius ke gw. Di situlah titik awalnya Wyvern
(band japanese rock gw) terbentuk. Really, begitu mereka nyatain setuju gabung
sama gw, I really felt it like a dream come true. It’s one of the happiest days
of my life. Apa yg gw lakuin sekarang sama band memang belum professional, tapi
gw ngerasa like I’m doing my dream job. It makes me happy, nyaaa~~~~ xDDD

Dari sini pun masih banyak impian yang pengen gw kejar. Tapi
dalam prosesnya juga masih banyak improvements yang harus gw buat, soalnya
kemampuan gw masih terlalu cetek untuk modal ngeraih impian yang lebih besar,
hehehe xDD but I believe everything starts from a dream. That’s why I’m never
afraid to dream big. Yah memang ada yang bilang something like, “kalo mimpi
jangan tinggi-tinggi, ntar jatoh sakit rasanya.’. kalo menurut gw sih bermimpi
itu ga pa pa, asalkan tau mana yang mimpi mana yang kenyataan. It’s not dream
that takes us fly up anyway, it pushes us forward. What takes us fly up is the
dream-come-true. Makanya begitu udah tinggi, kudu inget untuk liat ke bawah dan
inget2 gimana qta bisa ada di tempat yang sekarang.. biar tetap low-profile dan
lebih bisa menghargai apa yang udah didapetin xDD yoshi, ima mo ganbaru zo! p(^^)q

it’s monday so i’m supposed to update my jrock rotation site.. but i’m too lazy to do that at the moment, nyahahahahahaha xDD i guess i’ll be taking a break for a week from updating. my mood is screwed up and right now i have the fire left burning only for my band. go prepare for the 10th Japanese Rock Day! yaay! xD

i really want to write something about how i feel right now, but i’m confused about my own feeling (read : anger) most of the time.i mean, i know how i feel but i can’t find details xDD feels like, there’s like 10 or 15 problems in my head and they’re like smacking each other down in there X{ do i need anger management? lolol xDD naaah that’s a joke..
or maybe not.

Forget it. anyway i was browsing the internet yesterday just to keep myself too busy for loneliness, and somehow i ended up looking around at several websites of Japanese punk style online-stores. Man i love Vivienne Westwood… but honestly Vivienne Westwood is too big for my wallet. i checked other brands too, like Hell Cat Punk. their clothes are nice but i felt like they’re not over-the-top enough for me. I’m really interested in Sexpot, they sell great designs. pretty much unique ^^
But there’s nothing i love more than h.NAOTO! xDD aahh i’m their new fan. their clothes really really impressed me and suit my taste very well. but h.NAOTO is a famous brand in Japan, so it’s really expensive. very expensive. i gotta have at least Rp. 1.000.000 just for a single piece (^^;) hahah…
anyway these are some of their clothes…

Beautiful ne?? (^-^) i wish i could own one of these, lol xDD
enough said.i have to go to sleep xD

It’s past midnight but i’m still feeling lazy to go to sleep. my body is tired and my eyes are sleepy, but i’m just too lazy to go to bed. i’m supposed to be right on my bed at this kind of time >_< instead i’m just browsing with my laptop doing some downloading and other unimportant things ^^ it feels like a lot going through inside my head, but i can only recognize just one problem. my little kitten has been missing since three days ago and she still isn’t home. i’ve been feeling (and maybe acting) like a jerk today because i can’t get myself focused no matter how i try to keep myself busy. i hate complaining and being pissed off but i guess i do that anyway sometimes; times like these. because although i hate it, it kinda helps when you’re confused. that’s the bad side of me, i guess. when I’m in a bad mood, i could be a real bastard. really. i was even pissed off seeing a Jpop PV, lol can you believe that? xD i could like, pout all the time and make people around me feel uncomfortable, lol ^^ at times like these, i prefer to keep my mouth shut. because i can’t seem to talk properly when i’m in a real bad mood xD i can’t even talk properly when i’m in good mood, how worse do you think it will be when i’m in bad mood? lol xD well, i mean this is one of my negatives; everything i say seems to be wrong. even with a good intentions, sometimes my words came out wrong. when i don’t mean to hurt, my sentence hurts at the end. if it wasn’t for these two, then my words would be the object of laugh although i mean it seriously (^^; ) of course i try to be careful, but i guess being careful just isn’t my talent xD so i guess.. i guess, this is one of the reasons why, i prefer to keep my mouth shut. i do it almost all the time and it’s stacking that now i become a silent person like this, lol xDDD

*looks at clock* hh…i really need to go to sleep >_<  i still don’t want to, though.  hmm..i know someone who feels sad whenever it rains ^^ i guess maybe we all have this kind of moment. being sad at a certain moment. for me personally, it is when i put myself on bed to go to sleep. i rarely go straightly to sleep. i would usually recall a lot of things.. like, the moments i have gone through today, the things i have said to people, the things that people said to me, the past, myself, etc. but the thing i always remember and think of before i go to sleep are my beloved ones. i’m too shy to mention names, though ^^ one of these beloved ones is of course my friends. honestly i don’t have a lot of friends. i can even count them by fingers. but i feel like the friends i have are the best ones anyone could ever have in the world ^^ the things that flow inside my mind before i go to sleep usually decide whether i’ll be sad or glad just before i close my eyes. tonight, i guess i’ll be sad. and i’m too lazy to go through it, lol xD but i have to, anyway. it’s past 01.00!! *rushes to bed*

I have been playing this NDS Game for a while and i found myself enjoying it ^^ i knew since a long time ago that there is a NANA video game, but i just found it online like a few days ago. Since i like this game a lot, i’ll be kind by writing a review so anyone can take a look what this game contains of ^^ nyahaha.. xDD Basically you can make a character that will live in the same city as Nana and her friends. you will have a lot of activity like shopping or even get a job (of course, you gotta have money before you can go shopping), make friends with  characters featured in NANA manga or even the people who hires you for job. as you do great with your job, you will also improving your abilities. there are abilities of music, photography, fashion etc. if you’ve made good friends with one of the character, they will help you out at the job by giving a small favor when you do mistakes xD   

this is the game cover ^^ you’ll be hearing Anna Tsuchiya’s "LUCY"  in the main screen before where you can choose whether to start the game from the beginning or continue from the saved file. there is also Bonus and Options. Bonus will contain ‘album’ and ’sound’, which i can’t explain yet for now, because i haven’t got the bonus myself, lol.

once you start the game, Nana and her friends will ask you questions regarding your likes and dislikes. the questions i can still remember are whether you like white or black, and which music you like best; rock or pop. the image on the right is when Nana ask you one of these questions you have to answer. there will be other characters asking you questions one by one, such as Nana K, Reira, Ren, Nobu etc. each character will ask you one question. i’m not sure but i guess this is to find out whether you like Black Stones or Trapnest best ^^

after you have answered all the questions asked to you, now you have to choose a name for your character. once you have a name, you’ll be choosing hair colors, hair styles, clothes and skin colors etc. if you think your character is good to go, you can start the game ^^ don’t be disappointed if you don’t have many options at the start. you can buy clothes from your favorite stores and choose a new hair style from the salon. accessories can also be bought at the department store, so you will have a lot of things to wear.

You will visit Jyunko’s bar at your first day in town. this is where you will meet all Trapnest members and Black Stones members ^^ they will introduce themselves to you and have a little chat. the images on the right is when you’re talking with some of the characters. the first one is when  Nana K. just  arrived. she’s telling you why Nana O. calls her Hachi. then you’ll ask her if it’s ok for you to call her Hachi too. the second image is when Nana interrupts Ren when he is introducing himself to you. the third one is Nobu and Shin ^^ they’re also introducing themselves to you. You can buy foods and drinks here at Jyunko’s Bar, play mini games
against three characters who visit the bar at the moment. you can also talk with characters and ask about jobs and get informations on their whereabouts in a certain day, so you can meet them in that certain place and time to make friends with them easier.

the image shown on the right is when you meet Hachi in the convenience store ^^ you may bump into other characters in a certain place and time. the more you meet them by accident, the closer you are into becoming their friend. when you are close enough, you will be asked a simple friend-to-friend question. if your answer meets the character’s too, you two may get closer as friends. the one who’s closest to you will give you support and may give you small favor when you’re doing your job. So far my closest friends are Nana, Yasu, Takumi and Shin. so Nana is the one who often shows up in where i work and support me xD she will normally give me small favor when i do mistakes on my job ^^

To take jobs, you can buy a job magazine in the convenience store and look for jobs listed. you can look for jobs at home and hit the jobs button. there are various jobs you can choose, some of them are live house staff, convenience store staff, studio photo cameraman, studio musician, fashion store staff, designer, etc. i myself took four jobs at the moment, because i like my character to be busy and of course for the money too, lol xD; music studio musician, live house staff, photographer and design. you can organize the shift so you can have more than one job and earn more money. pay day is on 24th or 25th every month. the jobs you do will develop a certain abilities that have connection with the job. for example, if you work in a music studio, you will develop your musical ability as you do your job. if you work in a fashion store, then it’s the fashion bar that will increase. you can also do a little job at home and earn a small amount of money which will be received every month on a certain date. once you have money, you can go shopping ^^

you have many places to go to spend your money. the image shown on the right is the town map where you can decide where to go. there are fashion stores, each with their own fashion style; girly, rock & gothic, formal and casual, and elegant. you can buy accessories in the department store. to develop your music skill at home without having to go to the music studio, you can buy instruments at the music shop. 24hours restaurants are available too, so you can eat anytime you want. if you want to change hairstyle, you can go to the salon and pick the hairstyle you want. for the hair colors, you can get them at the drug store. make ups are available in the convenience store. you can buy magazines and other things here too. most of the time the magazine you buy here will gain you more options to choose. for example, if you buy jobs magazine here, your jobs listing will develop and you’ll have more jobs to choose. there is also live house and music studio in town. you can practice music here if you don’t have your own instruments (you have to pay for the rent, though).electronics and other goods can be purchased in a store available in town too. bored? you can watch movies in the theater! you can also buy apartments if you’re rich ^^ here’s a nice thing..if you’re running out of money, you can wait until weekends when the bazaar stores usually come up. you can sell stuffs you have here or buy some items from other store ^^

If you’re not exploring the town, of course you’ll be in your home! ^^ there are a lot of things you can do here. like sleeping, of course! what’s nice is you can set your sleeping time from 1 to 12 hours so that your sleeping won’t screw your work hours up. if you don’t sleep, you may also want to do your hobbies. you can do your home-job if you touch this ‘hobbies’ button. you can also play guitar or keyboard (which you have to purchase first from the music store) or a personal computer (you have to purchase this one too first ^^), anything you have. if you want to look for jobs or rearrange your shift, you do it here too. ‘Oshare’ button lets your character change clothes and accessories, also hairstyles you already have and the make-ups. if you’re bored at home, you can touch the ‘go out’ button and you’ll be at the town map.

I have finished the game today and i was actually surprised about how short the game is. Hachi mailed me at the end and took me along to Black Stone’s concert ^^ Jya~~ for everyone who plays DS too, try this game out if you love simulations or adventure games ^^

i met my friend online today. she’s a new friend of mine which i met in
my band’s last gig. so today was our third chat, if i’m not mistaken.
so far i like her being open and talkative because i’m not that kind of
person. so it’s easier for me to talk to that kind of person. so she
asked me this psychological questions that starts from "do you like
forest?". the only rule is that i have to answer spontaneously toward
every question so i said "yes, i do."
"why?"
"because it’s dark",
and i described how full of big tress the forest is, how brown the soil look like and how green the leaves are.
so she gave me the rain falls afterwards, told me to imagine i ran away
from wherever i stand and found a house. the question was, what kind of
house? wooden house? a made-of-cake house, castle, ordinary house, or
what?
i said "of course a wooden house!"
the next thing i had to describe was the condition inside the house
supposing i enter it.  i figured there was nobody there, it’s very
silent yet very clean. there are  only ordinary things inside, nothing
special.
according to the scenario, the rains stops after a few minutes. so i
stepped out and took a walk around, and found a source of water behind
the house. the question was what kind of water source? sea? river? a
lake?
i answered "river" because that was the first thing inside my mind and
because i do love river, lol xD the condition of the river, as i had to
describe too, was a healthy one; unpolluted and clean, flowing river, a
river so clean that fishes can live there.
"so what did you do about the river? did you just stare? stepped your
feet into the water? or just dive in to swim without a doubt?"
instead of anything mentioned, my spontaneous act came to mind was i
would definitely just sit by the river, and probably just let the river
flow through my fingers so i could feel the water’s temperature. 
and that’s about all. it turns out to be psychological questions to see
how our opinion is on guys and love. from what i have answered about
the dark forest, my friend told me that i probably would like a
mysterious, cool guy. from the house and its condition, she stated that
it doesn’t matter if a guy i like isn’t rich or anything. what i would
like from a guy is a simplicity and honesty. and from the river, she
said that i wouldn’t be vocal if i fall for someone. i would only sit
and admire his grace from afar, not having any courage to say anything.
surprisingly, everything she guessed was right (^^)

i am usually interested in mysterious and cool guy. my first love was
like that, lol xD my celebrity crush (*whispers* ru..ki..) is also like
that. my favorite cartoon character (slam dunk’s Rukawa xD) is also
like that. But doesn’t matter how many times i fall for mysterious and
cool guys, i would usually go along better with the opposite type; the
kind that smiles a lot, friendly, talkative but not too much talk,
straight-forward and honest. because seriously, mysterious guys make me
feel uncomfortable and clueless about what to do with them. maybe
because i don’t talk too much myself, so exchanging very little
information about each other won’t help so much. but, vocal guys make
me know what to do and that would gain me comfort. so
personally…mysterious guys are only good for me to lie my eyes on,
NOT to be with (^^) most of the time, at the end of the day it’s the
comfort that matters. when we know we have comfort then we won’t go
looking for something else, EVEN the things we like to see.
well, maybe what we like isn’t always the best for us (^^)

Anyway, my band’s project for this week is Alice Nine’s Number Six (^^)
this song always sounds fun, but it’s kinda hard to master. the song’s
kind of a long one and it’s kinda hard for me to figure out the parts.
but we’re going to try this one out in tomorrow’s practice so wish me
luck! xDD
i’m being nice today, so i will include a link to download Number Six (^^) enjoy!

Seriously, I just found an account created basically just to
make fun and mock a person. At first I thought it belongs to someone I know,
but then it’s weird because he’s already in my friends list. It’s not possible
for him to friend-request me again, no? being confused, I decided to check his
profile first (I always do whenever I found someone I don’t know in my friends
list anyway), and I was like ‘wtf’ xDDD there was this unnecessary photoshop-made
profile picture that is supposed to be funny but didn’t make me laugh. Oh come
on, how can I laugh? I was confused looking at the picture. Somebody went
through such an effort just to mock somebody else. When THAT came to my mind, I
giggled. Wtf xDDD

I’m not a pro, but believe me, even a pro would need a lot
of time making a picture up like that. I have friends who spend their time
making GazettE and Alice Nine wallpapers and they were literally struggling.
But hey, those are GazettE wallpapers, they are worth it. But this?? Lol xDD ok
it’s not just about the picture, it’s the whole thing.. I mean it’s made in
full-layout, semi-full-profile, etc..even making an account needs a lot of time and a bit effort. There are many other
things that would be a better reason to make a mass against, like, war haters
or say-no-to-drugs thingy or something like that. Why waste the time and energy
just to mock somebody else and not good improvements instead? xDD

Talking about it, I also heard that there are some bands who
write songs about mocking other bands… which are actually, more successful
than they are. As funny as it sounds, I think it’s sad. Writing (good) songs
are as hard as hell! Maybe I say that because I’m not a pro writer, but I
believe that even a pro won’t write songs without having to work hard. So yes,
writing songs is a big deal. You know you can write music, why bother writing
songs in a purpose of mocking? Why not make it good and professional? Maybe if
you do that, you will be as successful as the band you’re mocking. Then there
won’t be anyone having to be jealous (^^) everybody has a right to be
successful, no? xD

I just can’t believe
there’s somebody willing to spend their time doing a lot of work just to make
fun of other people. They’re trying to make jokes out of someone else, but in
my opinion they ARE the jokes xDD how sad. I’m a kind of person who believes
that there is always a reason behind everything, so I always try to understand
people as well as I can. But in this case, I can’t find a reason. Well, not a
reasonable one xDD revenge? Ah yes, there is such thing. But even if it’s a
revenge, it’s a childish way to express it (^^; ) maybe it’s too angelic if I
say don’t hold revenge.. hey, admit it, we all have one or two of it, small or
big. So I think it’s just best to keep our revenge in our hearts. It’s just
going to poison our own hearts anyway, but at least we’re disadvantaging
ourselves instead of anyone else xDD but if… oh this will never end if we keep
talking… just…

おとな に なれ よ。。。どあほう LOL xDDD

Ps : I love Rukawa xDDD [àthis,
only slam dunk fans will understand, lol xD]

My sister likes to buy clothes a lot. I do too, but I guess
without the ‘a lot’. And every time we buy clothes, we buy different kind of
them. My sister would usually go for something cute and girly, with lots of
colors and feminine cuts which sticks firmly to the body. I don’t mind wearing
tight clothes, but I’m also comfortable wearing a little bit loose ones, so I
usually would go for something like T-shirt. Since my favorite colors are black
and red, those are the colors I would mostly go looking for. But my clothes are
mostly black because I can hardly find red T-shirt with good design and that
‘perfect red’ xD when I go to fashion store, I’ll sure go to female section
first. The sizes are lovely, because I have a small body so I can’t wear
clothes that are too big, but the cuts and designs usually ‘scare’ me (too
feminine, too see-through, too exposed xD) xD so if I can’t find something that
suits my taste, I’d turn to the male section xD

So not long ago my sister found this factory outlet called
‘Beetget’, located not so far away from where I live. She loves the clothes
from there. She’s been buying clothes and shoes there with my mom. A few days
ago my mom took me there. I went to the young female section and I was
disappointed with what I found around me. Nothing there that I felt like
wearing, so I walked to the male section and found great designs that I would
love to wear.. the problem was the sizes were too big for my body xD so I walked
around, looking and looking but then ended up choosing nothing from there,
while my mom has picked three pieces for my brother and my dad. When she asked
me what I want to buy, I said “I think I’ll just go check Blink out” (Blink is
a punk outlet located nearby too). So we went there, and I found these two
great black and grey T-shirt which I loved so much xD

I don’t buy clothes so much. I spent all my money on music
and books, there’s nothing left for clothes. So why did I went to that factory
outlet? Some days before that, my mom bought me this mini skirt which look a
lot like NANA’s red and black skirt, only with some kind of a belt on it, and
it’s brown instead of red and black. It was pretty punkish, I thought “wow,
this could work for a visual kei costume.” I was figuring out what I can do to
make costumes so it was like perfect time. But, there is one problem : I don’t
wear skirts (>_<) so I thought maybe I’ll get something perfect for a
costume if I search where it came from. I asked mom where she bought the skirt
and she said she will show me where. And that’s how we went to ‘Beetget’, but
unfortunately I didn’t find anything else punkish there xD even if I did, it
doesn’t suit my character. The other two T-shirts which I found in another
store couldn’t work on a form of a costume, unless I scissor it off and screw
it up but I don’t want to do that, they’re too gorgeous xD

Maybe I can work something out with the skirt…I don’t know
xD I CAN wear skirts, I just have problems wearing them. I feel half naked when
I wear skirt, seriously. You know, like, you can feel there’s nothing there
wrapping your inner thighs, no garment sticks firmly to your outer thighs, oooh
how unpleasant that is. I can’t find my comfort and when that happens I can’t move
in liberty and when I can’t move in liberty that is when something’s really
bothering me. Other than that I’ll be honest, I have big thighs, it won’t be
looking nice wearing mini skirt when you have big thighs. Besides that, I don’t
like exposing my skin to people who aren’t supposed to see my skin, lol xD so
whatever, if I find something that can make me comfortable with the mini skirt
(like a tight black long pants, maybe??), maybe I will wear that skirt xD but
for now it’s staying untouched in my wardrobe xDD  

I deleted my previous blog because it wasn’t working, there
was nearly no update and I was talking nonsense. The same thing occurred to my
other blog in livejournal, it’s just still there but neglected. So I guess I’m
just so not used to this diary-alike thingy because I don’t write diary. I’m
used to write my thoughts down in other forms, but since not so long ago I thought
it might be good for me to write it down this way… good for me, but I’m still
not good at doing it. Other than that I just simply have nothing to tell xD I think
a lot about a lot of things, but most of the time I just don’t know how to
write it down in a journal.  

Anyway I decided to try writing a blog again. I have been
very unproductive and I just need to like, train my brain to work in certain
circumstances. I usually need silence to do everything done, especially both my
novel and my lyrics, but since I don’t have that anymore I’m going to do
something about it so I can work even in the noisiest days of my life ever. Besides,
my profile is very quiet and not so much going on. Every time I go check it out
I would usually get nothing new and I can’t figure out what to do with it to
make something new, lol. Having a blog I would at least have something to
update, no? xD I’d be glad if I have people reading my blog but if there’s isn’t
anyone it will still be good ‘brain therapy’ for me, lol

There isn’t much story I can tell, though. I’ll be telling
mostly about my band and everything that has something to do with it, such as
writing lyrics or audition experience or whatever. My band is basically what I do
right now more than anything, so that is what I have to tell. Other than that I
have the GazettE.. (tadaaa xD) since they are my musical mentors and my musical
heroes. I love babbling about them xD lol. I guess I’ll be writing mostly in English,
since I’m most comfortable and best at it when it comes to foreign language (I’m
not saying my English is perfect, though). I know some people have problems
with other Indonesian people talking too much english.. people will be like, pouting
at them, call them names and whatnot. But anyway I’ll still be doing my thing. I’m
a person who sometimes take risks at certain circumstances (^_^) so yes, like
it or not I’ll be writing in english, lol xD

I’d maybe skip one or two days or even a week but I’ll try
to keep my blog stay organized and free of nonsense, lolol xD