My sister likes to buy clothes a lot. I do too, but I guess
without the ‘a lot’. And every time we buy clothes, we buy different kind of
them. My sister would usually go for something cute and girly, with lots of
colors and feminine cuts which sticks firmly to the body. I don’t mind wearing
tight clothes, but I’m also comfortable wearing a little bit loose ones, so I
usually would go for something like T-shirt. Since my favorite colors are black
and red, those are the colors I would mostly go looking for. But my clothes are
mostly black because I can hardly find red T-shirt with good design and that
‘perfect red’ xD when I go to fashion store, I’ll sure go to female section
first. The sizes are lovely, because I have a small body so I can’t wear
clothes that are too big, but the cuts and designs usually ‘scare’ me (too
feminine, too see-through, too exposed xD) xD so if I can’t find something that
suits my taste, I’d turn to the male section xD

So not long ago my sister found this factory outlet called
‘Beetget’, located not so far away from where I live. She loves the clothes
from there. She’s been buying clothes and shoes there with my mom. A few days
ago my mom took me there. I went to the young female section and I was
disappointed with what I found around me. Nothing there that I felt like
wearing, so I walked to the male section and found great designs that I would
love to wear.. the problem was the sizes were too big for my body xD so I walked
around, looking and looking but then ended up choosing nothing from there,
while my mom has picked three pieces for my brother and my dad. When she asked
me what I want to buy, I said “I think I’ll just go check Blink out” (Blink is
a punk outlet located nearby too). So we went there, and I found these two
great black and grey T-shirt which I loved so much xD

I don’t buy clothes so much. I spent all my money on music
and books, there’s nothing left for clothes. So why did I went to that factory
outlet? Some days before that, my mom bought me this mini skirt which look a
lot like NANA’s red and black skirt, only with some kind of a belt on it, and
it’s brown instead of red and black. It was pretty punkish, I thought “wow,
this could work for a visual kei costume.” I was figuring out what I can do to
make costumes so it was like perfect time. But, there is one problem : I don’t
wear skirts (>_<) so I thought maybe I’ll get something perfect for a
costume if I search where it came from. I asked mom where she bought the skirt
and she said she will show me where. And that’s how we went to ‘Beetget’, but
unfortunately I didn’t find anything else punkish there xD even if I did, it
doesn’t suit my character. The other two T-shirts which I found in another
store couldn’t work on a form of a costume, unless I scissor it off and screw
it up but I don’t want to do that, they’re too gorgeous xD

Maybe I can work something out with the skirt…I don’t know
xD I CAN wear skirts, I just have problems wearing them. I feel half naked when
I wear skirt, seriously. You know, like, you can feel there’s nothing there
wrapping your inner thighs, no garment sticks firmly to your outer thighs, oooh
how unpleasant that is. I can’t find my comfort and when that happens I can’t move
in liberty and when I can’t move in liberty that is when something’s really
bothering me. Other than that I’ll be honest, I have big thighs, it won’t be
looking nice wearing mini skirt when you have big thighs. Besides that, I don’t
like exposing my skin to people who aren’t supposed to see my skin, lol xD so
whatever, if I find something that can make me comfortable with the mini skirt
(like a tight black long pants, maybe??), maybe I will wear that skirt xD but
for now it’s staying untouched in my wardrobe xDD