I deleted my previous blog because it wasn’t working, there
was nearly no update and I was talking nonsense. The same thing occurred to my
other blog in livejournal, it’s just still there but neglected. So I guess I’m
just so not used to this diary-alike thingy because I don’t write diary. I’m
used to write my thoughts down in other forms, but since not so long ago I thought
it might be good for me to write it down this way… good for me, but I’m still
not good at doing it. Other than that I just simply have nothing to tell xD I think
a lot about a lot of things, but most of the time I just don’t know how to
write it down in a journal.  

Anyway I decided to try writing a blog again. I have been
very unproductive and I just need to like, train my brain to work in certain
circumstances. I usually need silence to do everything done, especially both my
novel and my lyrics, but since I don’t have that anymore I’m going to do
something about it so I can work even in the noisiest days of my life ever. Besides,
my profile is very quiet and not so much going on. Every time I go check it out
I would usually get nothing new and I can’t figure out what to do with it to
make something new, lol. Having a blog I would at least have something to
update, no? xD I’d be glad if I have people reading my blog but if there’s isn’t
anyone it will still be good ‘brain therapy’ for me, lol

There isn’t much story I can tell, though. I’ll be telling
mostly about my band and everything that has something to do with it, such as
writing lyrics or audition experience or whatever. My band is basically what I do
right now more than anything, so that is what I have to tell. Other than that I
have the GazettE.. (tadaaa xD) since they are my musical mentors and my musical
heroes. I love babbling about them xD lol. I guess I’ll be writing mostly in English,
since I’m most comfortable and best at it when it comes to foreign language (I’m
not saying my English is perfect, though). I know some people have problems
with other Indonesian people talking too much english.. people will be like, pouting
at them, call them names and whatnot. But anyway I’ll still be doing my thing. I’m
a person who sometimes take risks at certain circumstances (^_^) so yes, like
it or not I’ll be writing in english, lol xD

I’d maybe skip one or two days or even a week but I’ll try
to keep my blog stay organized and free of nonsense, lolol xD